Okay, so now that Ben (the fiancé) has given a definite YES! to try for a baby this fall, I am scared.
I am worried because I don’t want to have to have a J-O-B (40 hour a week job) anytime during my pregnancy or the baby’s first year. I figured out our finances and our monthly bills take half of our monthly income. I don’t think this is a horrible amount, especially when there will be a huge expense saved (my travelling 180 miles every week to and from school, plus all the frivolous spending I do when I am there ‘forgetting that I am a housewife as well as a college student’)
I think in the end it will all average out and we will be fine, but the worry is there, and I suppose that I would be more worried if I didn’t think of these things at all.
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I am so excited that I will be a full time housewife starting in May, it is crazy.
